My lucky pink shoes kept me grounded on my recent 3 state media tour.
For most of my life, I had this recurring thought that I was a “faker.” An imposter that should be kicked out of the club. For years, maybe even decades, I felt unworthy, unaccomplished and unloved.
You see I had a rough childhood with all kinds of trauma that stuck to my soul and kept me feeling small and feeling “not good enough.”
It’s true what they say in the middle of our sorrow and in the peak of our darkest moments it’s hard to believe that “everything is going to be all right.”
In my heart, I believe that things always getter better….
… Our suffering and our pain is an opportunity for profound personal transformation and up-leveling our lives.
> Even with all my books, business successes I still had this nagging feeling buried deep in my spirit “who am I to deserve all the good that has come my way. For years I suffered from imposter syndrome. Maybe you know what I am talking about here.
It took therapy, great friends and a lot self-examination to get me here today in a place that I feel really good about my life. There is not a day that I don’t thank God for the life I have now.
So when I landed three TV shows in three days instead of feeling all that glory, I was taken back to my dark place…
… Am I the imposter?…
… Am I the great faker?…
…Why am I this lucky?
You see old habits die hard and at any moment you could be tested and It’s super important to take notice when you are being triggered so you don’t stay in that place for long.
And then in a blink of an eye, I remember a truth…
….It’s not about me.
….It’s about you my Queen, and it’s all about all the millions of women who suffer in silence.
These three TV shows are opportunities to bring awareness to a condition that robs women from their joy and their power.
So I stepped outside myself and tell myself in these moments of self-doubts “shape it up Isa you have a mission to serve the women in your community” and so it’s with this fire in my soul that I fight my demons and continue to do what I do.
Thank you, my Queens, for giving my life purpose.
Click here to see the 3 episodes of the “Pink Shoe TV Tour “ that took me on 5 planes rides in four days and to three cities
…Las Vegas Morning Blend with JJ Snyder
…Tuscon Morning Blend with Heather Rowe
…Palm Springs Desert Living with Bryan Gallo